I Think I Gots The Moods

Every now and then I have one of my days of disconnect. Today is one of them. I have yet to leave my room and it's 10:53 am. I don't plan going anywhere, well maybe I'll grab some hot n sour soup from PF Changs, but I don't feel like doing anything. My children are downstairs doing their thing while I sit here in my neat bed reading blogs. My youngest even brought me a cup of coffee. They only asked could they have their cereal with my orange strawberry banana juice. I haven't even answered my phone today. The guy that I am seeing called twice and has IMd me but I told him I was tired and I was going back to sleep. I like him and while I hate telling him this simple lie, I just want to be left alone. I have only texted "the other guy" and chit chatted with him because I hadn’t talked to him in a few days. We always joke around, so he kind of makes me feel better when I have these moments. Unlike my mother calls it, my "funky mood" and she always calls me out on it. She drives me nuts trying to get a rise out of me. It's like ok Tiffany is in a bad mood, so let me argue with her and set her off. Then I can fuss at her about fussing back with me. My kids know not to bother me at all. They know not to cross that line because they know if they trigger the landmine they are going to lose an arm or a leg. I probably won't talk to anyone and I will probably spend the rest of the day in my room. I'll cook something brainless, like spaghetti. I adore my mother, as you know and love my children, but I'd give my left arm to have them leave the house today and not come back for a week. I am thinking I need to prepare a mini vaca to get some peace because I am not getting any around here and some new scenery would make a difference. I guess we all have days like this and it is all probably coming from my frustrations of being a single jobless mother of 3, Lawdy that sucks.