Get Off

So the man that fathered a child while "dating" sent me a message today.  I haven't talked to him a while, so I decided to go ahead and converse with him. I did let him know that I am "dating" someone else.  He didn't like that very much.  Honestly did he think that I was going to sit around and pine for him the rest of my life?  Apparently so.  He felt that I should have told him this information.  I wanted to say dude, I haven't seen you since May.  I don't owe you an explanation of any sort.  Then the whole good woman speech began.  I swear if I have to endure hearing that again I am going to scream my head off.  At least this one has already broken my heart and isn't allowed anywhere near it again.  I have started to think that maybe if I start acting crazy and acting like a bitch, men will jump all over the place to be with me, since they love a woman full of drama.  You hear the saying all the time that nice guys finish last.  Well where do good woman finish?  I am thinking no one even waits for her.  Grrrrr, I need to get off this relationship stuff.

Anyhoo, he made sure to remind me how much he loved me and that he only wants my happiness.  In my mind I could only think, I was happy with you at one time and you ruined it.  That just made me feel as if I am not over him, though I know I am.  I don't call, see or speak with him unless he contacts me.  And half the time I just ignore it.  Maybe I keep him along just to know that there is someone that actually wants me.  Hmm, this is getting kind creepy.  With that said I should stop talking to him all together.  And if I do that then that proves that we were not friends in the first place.  Hmm, lots to think about.

"Anyone You Talk To And Know That You Shouldn't?"

Peace, Love and Chocolate