Rewind to 2011 Momentarily

Okay I need to do a rewind to what "he" told me the other day.


Him: WHY DO YOU LIKE ME ??

Me: You make smile every freaking day when my phone rings.

Him: That's not why!! Lol

Me: Hell one text message turns on my smile no matter how stupid the message is. Been a long time since I smiled about someone.

You make fell (corny as it may be) like I can be myself and not tone it down. You are good person that I enjoy being around. I like the fact I am comfortable around you. Therein I like you.

 

Him: I feel the same way, but I feel like we should be friends instead of mates......... and that makes me feel horrible, telling you that

You deserve a ME, a good guy, silly, and got goals

• Me: Oh I don't know what to say. I guess the bottom fell out again. Sigh.
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• Him: Nothing fell out, it just doesn't seem right to me to be more then friends...... Part of me is not ready, part of me is thinking of my mom, part of me wants something else..... But you just popped up out of nowhere, and we have the best chemistry in the world
• part of it is too fast too
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  Me: Have you ever asked her why? I just wanted your time, you said you aren't ready for a relationship which I understand. If you want something else well then you want something else. The chemistry is there, I was just hoping one day it could and would actually be more. I told you this always happens and this time I didn't even get in the door.
• As for fast," Tiffany slow ya roll, I just want to get to know you."
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• Him: You are a Good woman
• I just don't know what to do with you
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• Me: Yeah that's what I heard.
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• Him: I know I don't want to hurt your feelings, that's why I'm like, stay away from me, before we end up hating each other.
• What we have now is perfect, I don't wanna throw a bunch of feelings in too early, and be pissed later
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• Me: I don't hate you. I can't say I'm not hurt, because I actually do really like you and wanted you around. But the way you feel is the way you feel and I can't change that..
• I can't help liking you, it is what it is.

Then we spent Friday and Saturday night together.

"I Must Be Crazy, Right?"

Peace, Love and Chocolate